ignorance will make u realize how important she is one day.. stubborness will make u regret ur actions one day.. when will you wake up... to treasure what u alwayz had?
Corrine May- Fly Away
“When will you be home?” she asks as we watch the planes take off We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead She’s watched me as i crawled and stumbled As a child, she was my world And now to let me go, I know she bleeds and yet she says to me
You can fly so high Keep your gaze upon the sky I’ll be prayin every step along the way Even though it breaks my heart to know we’ll be so far apart I love you too much to make you stay Baby fly away
Autumn leaves fell into spring time and SIlver-painted hair Daddy called one evening saying “We need you. Please come back” When I saw her laying in her bed Fragile as a child Pale just like an angel taking flight I held her as I cried
You can fly so high Keep your gaze upon the sky I’ll be prayin every step along the way Even though it breaks my heart to know we’ll be so far apart I love you too much to make you stay Baby fly away ohh… I love you too much to make you stay Baby fly away
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
Sunday, July 23, 2006
Four years now are you still the fool
You were happy never to see her again Yet you met Now you can't leave her again Yet you must
The reasons you gave when you separated Are still valid now The feelings you had when you separated Are still present now
To follow your heart or your head To realise and recognise Emotion yet truly it has been said It's hindered by your mind
The only one to whom you would bare your soul But she dosen't appreciate it The only one with whom you would share your world But she dosen't understand it
Have you read the letters wrong Have you been grasping nothing but mist Perhaps the strongest message lies In that twice-forgotten gift
Once forgotten, twice the same The third remembered yet still in vain The past forgotten, the future remains What must I do not to hang my head in shame
She's not your dream girl but the only one in your dreams
Time enough to think on the journey To the other side of the world Time enough to think on the journey To the other life, that hidden pearl
You walked through the door To meet the coming rain You woke up only To miss the day
Too late to remember Not too late to pick away the sands Too late for the wound so tend tender Not too late for the original plan
Heart once broken, heart twice saved A third yet to pass, hope holds sway The past remembered for future days Old mistakes should never again be made
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
went out today to meet Pearlin! shopped shopped and shopped... cheapest craze in town! all for my new room
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i listen to e old songs.. the old times.. saw her online.. said hi and bye.. wad more can i do.. she was once my lesbian partner..
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News: im gonna revamp my blog slowli, a lil at a time...
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
there were once 2 little gals who met each other when they were 13. they were birds of the same feathers.. and they began their friendship with a lollipop..
the next yr, they were in the same class...but they were never close.. but harmony brought them to the next stage...grace.. for the next 2 yrs in grace, they bonded well and became the best of friends..
they did everything together to the extent that one of their mum tot they were lesbians.. things went on really well.. soon, the great O's arrived and separated these 2 gals to 2 diff routes in life..
life went on for each of them, it meant, diff lives, and they soon left each other's world bit by bit... till the fateful day which e both gals cannot even remember why this had happened.. but..the 2 gals ended up not talking to each other at all..
one day, recently, one gal took the initiative to tok to the other one... and finally found out... that her best fren was leaving town..leaving to further her own studies.. it was both their dreams to leave singapore together.. but now..their fate had changed..
yesterday, she left...and the other gal went to send her off.. along with 2 other gals, the 4 of us had a great Grace time years back..being named as the notorious ones..
all comes down to this.. the gal misses her... the gal had lots to say to her, but yet, when the chance came, nothing came out the gal had to say goodbye to her best fren.... she has to move on with her own life..leaving behind some precious memories, hoping to get them back.. the gal is sad, but can never show anyone else exactly wad lies beneath, cox she had left... and the gal shall leave for another country soon too...
2 gals who had shared their lives so closely once, would they have the chance to retrieve their past? will they still be involved in each other's life in the future? noone noes...
the gal feels empty once again. how many more BF ( Best Fren, Boy Fren) will the gal send off again... one can only have one best friend and one boy friend.... wad else can come...
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
Saturday, June 24, 2006
aiai is alwayz here for me, although she doesnt speak when im home, she wags her tail and licks my face when im all alone, she is here with me. there is no need to speak, just havin her by my side, i know that she loves me. it's just this little effort i need..
now, i have 2 options..which route should i take...
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
i miss my godma..
i want to feel loved by my real mum once more in my life..
its been 9 years..
i want my 'mama'...
i want to do housework with her..
i want to go to the market with her..
i want to listen to xiao hu dui with her..
i want to go to the hospital with her..
i want to hold her hand to sleep like i did every night..
i want to stay with her...
why did she have to leave me alone in this world so earli...
i miss my godpa...
he's loves God..
my cheong mummy dislikes God..
my cheong mummy pulls me away from my godpa...
i want to sleep beside my godpa again..
i want to go to church with him..
i want to visit my godma at the church with him..
i want my godpa to drive me and godma to ang mo kio central and buy me a stuffed toy again..
my first stuffed toy..
i want to buy toys together with my sisters...i dunwan my sisters' old toys or the no money excuse like you always gave me
i want to study...i dunwan to do housework all the time like you instructed me to..
i want to go to cedar girls school..i dunwan chung cheng like you insisted me to go..
i want to be with my own friends...i dunwan you to speak badly of them like you always do..
i want to go to the JC i like..i dunwan you to control this once again..
i want to study animal science overseas...i dunwan to only study in NUS psychology like you want me to..
i want to be a wildlife conservationist..i dunwan to be an office girl like you want me to..
i want to go to australia...i dunwan to stay here like you want me to..
i want to find my godma..i dunwan to live on this way...
i want my godma..
and i miss my past..
i am a glass filled with water till its brim
HER
hAeSnAyRb
10-04-1986
Singapore
HER living dreams
dreams * i dream to provide a shelter for animals in australia
wants * i want to major in animal psychology
needs * i need to find myself
